Monday, 9 December 2013

Would it matter at all?

After listening to skillet-would it matter at all, I got a little depressed. The song's lyrics spoke exactly the same of my worries- If I wasn't here tommorrow, would anybody care? Everyone wished to be love, and I wish to be too, I wished to be cherished by my friends, and forge strong bonds with them. I wish to be cared and wish to be remembered too. This song is really incredible, as it evokes a solemn feeling from me, and make me feel really depressed...though it makes me depressed, I would still listen to it, as whoever who sang this sang as though he was really alone in the world, nobody remembered him, such powerful voice with sorrow and understanding.  Also, I wish to make people happy too, I hope that my friends would enjoy the time I spent with them(although I guess I am asking too much from my friends as I think give their character, they will forget me sooner or later if I lose contact with them, except for a few exceptionals, which you can count with the fingers that you have. As the lyric says" I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone, someone I like better.......". I dont actually find mysef a mess but yes I do want to be someone. I wish to be someone with a high EQ, someone who is welcomed. Sometimes its really hard to be yourself when your character is different from your classmates, some of them are really nice, some of them I would say otherwise, are a tiny weeny mean. Some(not all) are self centered, and most of them feel like I am childish, which I totally disagree with. What exactly is wrong with playing catching? Is it a sin? Why do they brand me as childish just because I love to play catching? I know I am digging up something in the past, but I am sure thats still their impression of me-a childish kid who loves to play catching. I would really love to correct them, telling them that catching is a form of sport where only the fastest, most agile can survive and emerge victorious. A gruelling games which you need speed, agility, stamina, and comanions to survive. But would it matter? They would just it aside, insisting that its a childish games. But the main reason why I think they don't really like the game is because they are not too atheletic and fast, thus, not wanting to embarrass themselves, they refrain from it and look down upon the game that they themselves cannot excel in. Back to the point, in the class where people brand innocent people who does not really excel in vulgar(I found out about the colourful words in sec one), wish to refrain from talking vulgar, likes to play catchin, and a loyal friend if you're my best friend childish. Thus sometimes, I had to act harsh and become someone who I'm not. But know, I have learnt that being yourself is the best way to solve all these problems. Let them complain about you, your childishness, stay strong and believe in yourself, act like yourself, and be confident, that is the true way to let them know who you really are, your inner self, and let them accept you. Its ok to make mistakes, but change them, show them your sincerity, and they will certainly open up to you.

Its been a long time

It has been a long time since I lasted posted on this blog. It had been a tiring year in HCI, and I was tired as well, but contented too. This year(sec two) can be counted as a good or successful year-I got decent grades and I have managed to enter CSE-BSP, which is sort of a better class. Also, I managed to attain merit for my erhu exam-grade 9, as the chinese saying goes-一分耕耘,一分收获,I practised really hard before my erhu exam, and managed to get 84 marks. Though so, I am disappointed with the marks that I got. I worked hard, practising at least 7 hours a day(and sometimes 10), with a single minded goal of attaining a distiction in NAFA exam(the maximum grade that I got was merit, which was when I was taking grade 3), thus, upon receiving the results, I felt a slight disappointment and relieve-that I had not gotten a pass, for that would have been dishonourable due to the amount of effort I had put in. I have also discovered many wonderful songs, songs which speaks of happiness, but mostly sorrowful ones. Not forgetting my piano, I am pretty pleased that I have managed to learn one and a half page of marriage d amour by Richard Claydaman. This was quite a challenge, as I'm guessing its for advanced players but I am currently learning grade 5. Therefore, I am going to post a few songs which I have "found" to be really awesome, and I hope you all like it.

I do not own these songs, ENJOY! XD: 1)(in order) Would it matter? - Skillet 2) Marriage D Amour by Richard clayderman 3)Never meant to belong-bleach 4) I started a joke by BEE GEES:)
 
 
 

Saturday, 11 May 2013

Back with more songs!


No copyright is intended for all the songs below.
I figured out that I lacked some nice chinese songs, so I decided to post this song: 我相信-杨培安:

   For english songs, we have Little talks by of Monsters and Men, thought I am not sure if I posted it before, but this song is very nice and soothing(to me? :P)
And now, we will have Erhu aprreciation program, heres a song, by a prestigious and world wide famous, one of the best erhu players in the world-于红梅, and the song is called:兰花花:
 

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

Awesome songs

I pretty love songs that are either majestic, peaceful or mind blowing, so, after not blogging for a long time, I decided to find some really good songs, that may not be new but still golden:

1) Paradise by Coldplay



2)Some nights by Fun:
3)You can count on me by Bruno Mars:


Saturday, 29 December 2012

Time flies

Yes, time flies. In a blink of an eye, I'm in Sec 2 now. Time in Hwa Chong is seriously very, vey fast. Though so, it certainly contained alot of happy moments in its fast paced time and activities. I have met a few amazing chinese orchestra seniors(yes, I'm in Chinese orchestra), I have pretty much bonded with many of my friends(some are still a little hostile), went to movies, and much more. My life is pretty much like the speed of a cheetah.,Travelling so fast that when I have not even gotten over yesterday, its already the next day, pretty fast?Or not? I wish I could rewind those happy moments again and let the happiness then flood through me again, but I know its not possible. However, I still have next year to look forward to! I believe in next year, I will have more happy moments with my schoolmates and seniors, and of course, my family XD. If, provided, "doomsday" does not come. I know after 21/12/12, people thinks that the doomsday prophecy is just bogus, but I feel that doomsday may happen anytime, anywhere, its does not need necessarilt to be on 21/12/12, so I am keeping my fingers crossed and pray that its not going to happen until I have fufilled all my dreams and ambitions!

Titanium david guetta ft sia

Wow, this song makes a very big impact on the listener. It gave me goosebumps because of the amazing vocals........nothing to say as its too awesome!!! Enjoy!!(This video belongs to David Guetta)